.."mone blade kond kalikkalle kai muriyum......."....njaan thudarnn vaayikaan thudangi..
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vaikiyilla...alarmthinte aadya muzhakkathode thanne njaan eneettu....kurach neramaayi
choodaayi nilkkunna avante rosham enne chodippikaan thodangiyitt....avan jayichu..
kannu thurann janaliloode purathekk nokkiye enne varavettath vijayathinte
punchiriyumaayi nilkuna sooryan...
" divasathinte thudakam thanne oru tholivilyiloode..alle..!?!?"njaan onnu veruthu aa
divasathe..
alakkiya shirt oodi nadann chaaya kudikkunnathinte idayil isthiri ittapol oru thully
shirtinum koduthu...insert cheyyunna baagam alle..kozhappamilla kara pinne kalayaam..
kara nallathaanu ennu etho oru puthiya alakku soapinte parasyam koode koode tvyil
parayunnath enikk orma vannu...
samayam 9:45 ..!
ini ippo odiyittum kaaryamilla..officil aadyapakuthiyude leave enthaayalum record cheyth
kaanum..
ucha kazhinj ethiyaal mathi..!
manassu veendum veendum aavarthichu kondirinnu...
...ammayundaayirunnenkil....veendum aa ormakal ennilekk kadannu vannu..
"saarillya mone ..jeevitham inganeyaanu....namukku vendathalla nammalilekk avan ethikkuka....ammak pokaan samayamaayenn maatram karuthi ente kuttan
vesamikkaathirkkya...."..raadhechiyude aa vaakukal ippozhum athe pole prathidhwanikkunnundaayirnnu innum ennil...
annoru vyazhazhchayaayirnnu..maasathile aadya vyazhaazhcha..
pandu achanum njaanum ammayum radhechiyum maasathile aaadya vyazhaazhchakalil
guruvaayoor pookumaayirnnu..
pakshe annu ..a vyaazhazhcha..amma thanichaanu kannane kaanan poyennu thonnunu..!!
.....njaan thalenn vaikeet thanne ammayod paranj vekkum.."amme raavile enikk oru idam
vare pokanund.."
mesha purath vechirikkunna alakki ,isthiri itta shirtum ,oru cup chood kattan kaapiyum
kandaayirikkum njaan unaruka....
divasithinu unarmayekunna oru ammayude snehavum valsalyavum aa shirtine
maarodanakkumbozhulla ilam choodu thattumbozhum aa kattankaapiyude maduram
irakkumbozhum njaan ariyaarundaayirinnu...
Marine drivile olangal thammil adikkunnna kand samayam neekunna ente oru pathivaayikondirikkunnu....
thalakk kuruke mathu pidippikkuna veyilil....
thanupil puthappikkunna nishayude ilam choodil...
udich varunna sooryante niravil...
nilaachandranil kulich nilkummbozhum.....palappozhumaayi njaan ivida vannirikkunnu..
njaan suparichithanaayirkkunnu e kaazhchakalumaayi.....
ratri bike'il 30 rupakk petrol adichath nannayi...varunna vazhi petrol pump vare
ethaanulla petrol avaru thanne nerachu thannu....
samayam 11:30 mani..
oru ara manikoorolam neram enikk ividam bandhichidaan aakumenn aagrahich njaan
aalilaatha oridam nooki irinnu...
kayalinte ange theeera attathekku nokki..
neela paravathaani pole vistheekarichu kedakkunna aakasathillekku nokki....
jeevitham manushyane padippikkunnath vyathasthamaaya paadangal aanu...
ororuthanum avantethaaya santhoshangal..avanu maatramayaa dukhangal..avantethennu
vilikkaavunna swakaaryangal...avanu thaalolikkaavunna ormakal....kevalam avane maatram
prerippikkunna swapnangal....jeevitham ithellam panku vechirikkunnu......
oru vidham pakarppum koodathe....yathoru tharathilulla pakshapaathangalum illathe panku
vechirikkunnu...
valare vegathayilaanu ellam maranjumaariyath .....
innale vare nadumuttath mazha kand oru cheru chiri choodi kidannurangiyirunna njaan
innitha ullil peyyunna mazhayude thaalathe beethiyoode kelkkuna ..mazhaye snehikaan
ariyaataha oruvanaayi maariyirkkunnu....
evidekkanu ente e yatra..aaranu enne nayikkunnath..
munnil maari marayunna roopangal..avar ennil vithachu pookuna puthiya aadarshangalude
vithukal.....aa adarshangaliloode yatra cheytha ennil unarnna vivechanam....ava padipicha
yaatharthyangal.....ellam oru computerile folder mathiri njaan "save" cheyth,,
"do not delete " enn label cheyth vechirkkunnu....
computerinte kaaryam orthapozzhaanu..officilekk pokaan neramaayi....
e software engineerude joli ennu paranjaal oru mushipp thanneyaanu....
palappozhum thonniyittund.....e joliyil manushyan computerine kond joli eduppikukayaano
atho computer manushyane kond paniyeduppikukayaanoon...?!?!....
samayam uchak 12:05 ...marine drive ippol saantham...
alleum natuchakk thalakk sthirathayullavar aarum ividam kaatu kollan varilla...
bike eduth officilekk.....
"vineeth.., did u finish coding dat module.??"..chenna paade seatil irinnu irunnila paade
kettath project managerude sthiram pallavi....
"yes sir..a few more lines to be edited n coded..i will be able to debug and submit the
final code by today evening sir"..thalkaala saanthikk oru marupadi koduthu.....
managerkum aswaasam enikkum oru cheru neduveerpinu avasaram....
engineering cheythath veruthe aayi poyoon thonnippich poovum e coding..4 varshathe
course onnum aavasyamilla ivide payattaan...ethenkilum oru institutil 2 varsham kond
pakuthi kaash kond padichidukaavunna Java allenkil C++..itrem mathi ivide oru nalla
engineer ennu peru veezhan..
..ammakaaayirinnu enne engineeringinu vidanamenna aagraham..veruthe oru
aagrahamalla...oru athyaavashyamaayirnnu ammak ath....plus two'vinu chernnapozhe amma
paranju thudangi..."mone...nannayi padikkanam...ozhapparuth..govt.engineering collegil
thanne seat kittanamenn..padikkaan enth aavasyamundenkilum..enth
budhimuttendenkilum ammayod paranjoolu.."....
ororutharkkum ororutharodum jeevithathil oro kadamakulund..oru kadappaadukalund..
ithil ethenn enikkipozhum thirichariyaarayittilla..ithil etho..allenkil iva randum
thanne..enne padippichu...engineeringinu govt.seatum kitti.....
mani ratri 8 aayi....code work iniyum thernattilla....
pakshe enikk pokaan samayamaayi....
kochiyile ratri traffic'ine enikk veruppaayirinnu..beethiyayirinnu...
vandikalude uchchathilulla nilavili enne ennathe pole innum parikopippichu...
oru reethiyil upamikkaavunnathe ullu....
idungiya vazhiyiloodeyulla oodi paanju pokunna e thirakkulla yatraye nammude
jeevithagathiyayitt...
enthennilaathe ..evidekkennilaathe oddunna oru koottam jeevikal....
undaakam chilavaril aa agni chirakukal....ennal oduvil ava odinju nilamparishaakunnathu
kaanunna eka driksaakshi -jivitham...
..oodi theerunna vazhiyil udich pongunna karutha pukapoleyaanu innu njaan...
kore poonnu e vazhiyuloode....oru lakshyamillathe sancharichu ..aarum vazhikaanikaan
illatha paathakaliloode...
viramikkaam e yaantrika bramanathil ninnu...aalochichu..chinthichu..urappichu...
samayam ippol ratri 11 mani...veetilethiyappo oru 9:30 aayi kaanum...vannapaade
irikkunnathanu diary'kk munnil...
ini ezhuthaan onnumilla....ithode theerukayaanu e diary'yude page'um...
collegilekk vannapol amma kayyil thannu vittathaanu ee diary...divasavum ezhuthaan....
ennill ennokke enthokke ethenkilum reethiyil
unarnnatundo...nilakonduninnitundo..asthamichittundo..avayellam e pusthakathile
page'kulalil alinju chernnattund....
..varunna vazhikk 325 rupak vaangiya 7'0'clock blade ente kayyil ninnu vazhuthiveenu..
tharayil ninn athedukkumbol ente manassil evidennenennariyaathe urakke uchathil ente
amma parayunnathu kettu..
"mone blade kond kalikkalle kai muriyum......."....njaan a vaakukal kurichittu.....
...annum kai murinj chora vaarnnappol njaan odiyath mattarudeyum adukalekkalla pakshe
ente ammayude adukalekk thanne...
ente theeratha Jeevithamaaya sotware'inte code aareyum elpikkathe....
upekshicha paathayil ninn kathikarinj pongunna oru lesham pukayaayi....
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signed:vineeth....
Thursday ,may 5 ,
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...ennatheyum pole avan vyathasthanaayirnnu..maranam vareyum........