..GROWING UP...!

Those red cuts on the calendar

That appear every year,

For I make them with a tear

Hoping for nothing but with a fear

Some say it’s a mere number

And some ,a day to remember

So do I see, a day

Crawling away so slowly as it appear may

When it comes to the 5^th of every May

Wish I could turn blind, with a dawn

In rhythm with the darkness within till the dusk

Resonating with the voidness

All my emotions swinging in mildness

Feeling the flow of serenity

With the blood gushing with purity

Out of a heart lit with smiles.

With the flash of light,

I face the reality ,so tight

Wondering whether the light of the candle at the altar

Could brighten the rest of the days for me

Holding on to every bit of my wavering faith

I look out for a favouring fate

For the waves of time have

ceased me off the good old times

A kid so cleaved to his mom

A 10 plus who played with all his fun

A teenager ,freakin out to his plan

And then ,with an aim ,a boy who ran.

So blue was the sky then

So green were the fields

The songs were so cheerful

So were the birds that sang along.

And so true was that someone

Who ,once was quoted saying

“never will the world

remain enthralled by the same sun,

and sleep with the same bright moon”

Cause burried are those happy hours

In the yesterdays of the past

As I no longer see the deep blue sky

Wanting to embrace those little birds

Flying away with no better songs

With the heat of the summer in my mind

Eclipsing the spring in my heart.

Nevertheless, time still rolls on

Hours ,days and months pass by

I pull down the old one

And put up a new calendar on to my wall

Because I still have a May 5^th to say to crawl..

HaRi..:)